Family Bond

Understand the real meaning of family bonds.  A bond is something that should never be broken and a good supportive family knows this.  You don’t cut people off or forget they’re a member of your family, you don’t give up on someone because their going through a hard time, and most of all you never stop loving them no matter what.  Unconditional love is the glue that holds families together unfortunately too often that is not the case.  I learned about family values by observing other peoples families because my own was never really close or loving for that matter.  I would often become envious of the bond that these families had and yearn for it.  Fortunately for me my fiancé‘s family has filled a massive void in myself life by welcoming me into their family. 

The Greatest Enemy I've Ever Known

The greatest enemy I’ve ever known was depression.  Depression is something I didn’t believe in until my fall from grace a few years ago.  The feeling of complete hopelessness the lack of motivation the constant barrage of horrible thought it was a nightmare I couldn’t wake up from.  It was like a prison you create in your mind that manifests into physical form.  I went from being an active member in society to a living ghost.  I became a shell of my former self.  Where there was ambition and passion self-doubt and hopelessness took over.  Nothing and no one could reach me I was locked in what felt like a permanent prison of despair and self-loathing.  I would pray for the sun not to come up every morning because it meant that I would have to deal with the world I no longer felt a part of.  When I finally came out of that horrific mental state it wasn’t some wonder drug or counseling that brought me back from the brink it was an inner strength and faith I tapped into and didn’t even know I had.  It was like relearning how to live, step by step.  Instead of sleeping the morning away I would get up early and go for jog, and then I’d stop by my church and pray at chapel.  Next, I go home and set a goal for the day.  As time went on my goals became more ambitious and complex and for the first time in my life I became truly self-reliant not needing a pat on the back or encouragement from someone else.  The depression somehow made me stronger I felt like I had a second chance and since then this world has thrown me several curve balls but unlike before I was now able to cope with just about anything this life has to offer.  Sometimes you get lost in the dark but sooner or later you’ll find the light within your heart.

Salvation

When salvation arrives your soul becomes alive

Alive again to take on the world

The world you’ve survived

Now you lay down your arms and let yourself cry

You’re reborn into a world that left you for dead

Your soul is resurrected but your mind is still half dead

Reliving the pain of a life you could no longer bare

Little by little you let go of the fear and open your mind to the idea

Faith has replaced the fear

A Common Misconception

A common misconception about the poverty stricken and the homeless in our society is that many of them are lazy and don't want to work.  In actuality that couldn't be farther from the truth.  While it is true that some less fortunate lack the ability to work due to some physical or mental disability the vast majority of poverty stricken actually due work but barely earn enough money to support themselves or their families.  Many people living on or below the poverty line in America are struggling just for basic human needs; food, water, and shelter.  The recent economic downturn of the past few years has affected every industry in our economy leaving millions who were once considered middle class in a dire start of affairs struggling to keep a roof over their head and food on the table.  The ongoing erosion of our workforce and lack of good paying jobs has left many in complete despair.  Our political leaders and our governing system have been broken for long a time only now are the effects of it starting to come to the surface.  To put it bluntly the majority of people in this country are beyond pissed.  More people than ever before are aware of the complete imbalance of power and lack of economic opportunity in this country.  You see it doesn’t really matter which political party is in power because they’re both part of the problem.  I'm not callering for anarchy in the streets, or a revolution, and I'm not angry at the rich I just believe in the ability of the American people to reclaim their rightful place in the world as a proud hard working prosperous people.  You see, it’s not going to be the politicians or the corporations that get us out of this mess; it’s going to people with a dream, an idea, an invention, a business venture that they finally pursue. 

My Agenda

I'm not some bleeding heart liberal or an ultra-conservative right wing wacko.  I'm simply an American who's been on both sides of the fence.  I lived the American Dream and survived the American Nightmare of homelessiness.  When I was out there alone on the streets I can remember asking god for help and promising him that if he'd help me out of this nightmare I would let people now what's really going on out there in the streets.  Let them know that homeless people are still people and that it could happen to anyone regardless of their status in society.

The Video Speaks for Itself

THESE ARE THE FACES OF THE FORGOTTEN.  THE AMERICAN PEOPLE

Think Twice